This is our
graffiti wall its a place where complaints go public a place where i can
bitch and moan and I will keep them on here and if someone makes a good
point I will add it here as well. Making logic and valid points may better
help others to understand what I have to go through or others who help run this
organization. There is many hardships and work that comes with running a
group and many folks that seem to ruin the fun for others so if you have
something to bitch about or gripe it goes here. I will also be doing some
griping hope it makes a long lasting impression lol but it allows me to
get my views out more.
1. Why are people such stand ups thats the
question??? Our first year in this organization and i have had people say
they will show they do not. Then some people i think of as a friend will
do a few investigations then start to become laxed and they just do not
call or show. If people want to learn about the strange and unusual then
how will they go about it if they do not show. Some expect me to go places
by myself some very intimidating and if something happened to me because
you stood me up then that's not a very good team member.
2. Why is it that people sign up for the message
board then they leave a day or month later. I run one of the top groups
you can join its friendly, fun, exciting, and realistic yet i work so hard
to advertise and people come to look at the photos then they are gone that's
not loyalty that's called being selfish and not wanting to actually
be a part of something.
3. It gets me that people bust my balls on a
daily basis months ago for a cemetery investigation there was a lady who
said Rick i will meet at your house but you will not get my phone number.
Then it changed and she wanted to hide in the cemetery and wait for all of
us to show up. Talk about laughs what did the lady think we were going on
a blind date?
4. Ya know what gets me the most is when a person
cannot read rules bluntly speaking we make rules in society so that things
run smoothly the same goes for any organization or member board. Why is it
so hard to respect one another and its rules I tell my investigators its
fine if you want a beer or glass of wine or a joint before you go but i don't
have respect for the ones that show to my house hammered.
5. Sometimes honestly i wonder what goes threw
peoples heads when i get hate mail on how they will turn me in because of
the places i investigate. How about the folks that say remove me from this
list especially when they sign up. Or the ones that complain that there is
to much email when all they have to do is leave quietly or change there
preference now that's a joke.
6. Sometimes i wonder why so many will not come
along on investigations i mean this is how i look at it if you decide you
do not want to go on a investigation whatever reason it is then contribute
in some way there is many ways post to the message board, share a story,
make a donation etc. But when someone absolutely is lazy hides behind the
computer screen when we all have the same common go its makes me feel disheartening.
7. Whets so hard about respecting your leader i
often notice that people walk all over me and its ashamed and i guess what
you can say that more trust needs to be put in me. If i say this is the
way out of the cemetery then i am probably right but i work very hard when
i plan out investigations and often ill get a investigator who orders me
around like they know it all when regardless i am the leader and always
will be.
8. What's the deal with most people never bringing cameras or any kind
of equipment for example alot of folks i have met show for one
investigation they bring no flashlight no pictures in case we see
something amazing the organization is a team effort and its important to
help one another grow its ashamed that some bitch and moan because its to
dark or its to cold because they do not dress for the occasion.
9. Why do most people out there reject the truth
an orb is a orb ectoplasm is ectoplasm a scream is a scream face it for
what it is. No matter where you go in this day and age there is ufos in
the skies, ghost roaming houses its all around us believe it see it and
know its there but also respect it because the more you do this more you
will learn about it.
10. I notice that i got more men that are afraid
of adventure and ghost then i do ladies hmmm that does not sound right
since when are men afraid of a little ghostly adventure or camping in the
woods looking for Sasquatch i just do not get it sighs.
11. Why is it i get stuck doing alot of work on
my own the ones who have helped this group are god sends but it
seems for many of the investigations i am either alone or looking around
by myself team means a group of people with common goals working together.
In order to run a organization it cannot be run just by one or 2 people it
takes people of a variety of skills and specialties to make great things
happen.
12. Its so important that people work together i
have had a few previous folks try an send me in a place or room alone like
they are scared. I am not a guinea pig used for testing as a group we are
in this together. Some people see something strange and will not tell me
what they see i cannot take a photo if a person does not say anything to
me like Rick i seen something peaking out from that room.
13. Most people tell me they will not go on a
investigation or get into this field because of the law. Since when does
the government or any state town or city tell you where you can go and
cannot go. The way i see it if you are going into a place to learn about
it without doing vandalism then should you not have that freedom to be in
a cemetery anytime of night? We all have to make sacrifices in the
paranormal field if you want to see the truth learn the truth of what's out
there you will not do it by sitting behind a computer screen. I don't know
how many times i got to reiterate to folks on this its a lazy excuse. You
have a better chance of receiving a court summons for a parking ticket,
speeding ticket or something of that sort then you do being caught in a
building or cemetery late at night. If you were even caught most officers
would laugh and say hey its the ghost busters and would let it go you
obviously can not go to jail for trespassing on public or private
property you may be stuck paying a 25-50 dollar fine or none at all but if
you sit on your ass and do nothing at all then the hopes of you ever
seeing a ghost, UFO are very slim. Most people make me wonder if they got
criminal records and are afraid to come out of there houses lol.
14. One of the best investigations we did was at
the mansions in the beginning of 2003 however why did nobody come along I
alone have caught over 15 different ghost and apparitions up there. Yet
people write me saying how they want to take more then just orb photos yet
nobody came along and volunteered to take photos. That night we had ghost
all around us just about anybody even a child could have taken a ghost
photo. Can we say there loss?
15. In the week of January 18-25th I lost 25
members on the message board. Do I do that bad of a job that nobody can
stick around. I spend money to fund this site, I work hard each day on the
message board, if you want to see a ghost or UFO I go out there and I find
it yet people quit on me when I am outdoors in the middle of winter
seeking the truth for you. Its almost like being a rude guest.
16. Still no people are showing for
investigations so what do I do I offer rides even am throwing a party yet
hardly nobody has even volunteered. Spending 200 hours making our domain I
think I deserve a few people to step it up before I turn completely gray.
17. I threw a anniversary party hardly nobody
showed I spent alot of money on beer, pizza, meats, cheese, snacks all for
what. Do I have to write a book and be on the history channel just to earn
an ounce of respect sighs.
18. Why is it so hard to make a commitment once a
week to this organization why join the team then months later weasel your
way out of it. What is it to take a few hours and investigate each week. I
should not have to achieve this alone. By the time I am on the air and
have a show maybe then everybody will join me for an investigation but
until then it seems I am alone which is just not right plain and simple.
If you want to achieve a common goal all must work together and play some
part. I don't tolerant laziness or quitters that's not what we stand for
at the Paranormal & Ghost Society. I make this group fun and a
learning experience.
19. Why do people tell me how to run my
paranormal organization? That's what a leader is for to make the rules and
protocols then when someone does not get their way I am the bad guy.
20. I have came to the conclusion a long time ago
that some people are just jealous because they do not have the things you
do that is why they try and impersonate me, mock out my photography, start
trouble on the boards. But we all know that there can only be one
AngelOfThyNight:)
21.
Why are the owners of Dudleytown, The town of Cornwall and certain
individuals trying to keep me out of Dudleytown. What is it that they are
hiding? I am going this is for the world to know the vortex I shall close
and I will purify the evil lands as I walk upon them. The spirits there
deserve to be put to rest so hey if i get a $77 fine so what it will be
one of the nicest things you can do for the deceased.
22. This message is for Beau, Jeff and the folks
that backstabbed me. What goes around comes around. My energy is far
beyond yours do not forget real strength and courage come from the heart
karma has a way of coming back on you that I vow on. People who backstab
me should be ashamed of themselves after all the hard work, research, and
help I have given you. I will never forget how I was persecuted or
mistreated even though others do not know what has happened they know and
so do I. Who are they that is for you to find out for yourself.
23. Why is it that people I long trusted turn
around and end a good friendship based on what someone else says. Either
you support me in my adventures or not there is no 2 sided coins about it.
Guess what I don't like bush so if you don't want to be friends because of
that then your nuts.
24. I always win there is 2 teams one is the
losing one and the one is the winning one. Which one will you chose? I
succeed in everything I do and if I do not then I work harder to achieve
even the most impossible goals. You want to know the truth walk with me
and I will show you that there is a afterlife. 25.
Why is it that this person named Beau harassing our organization is it
jealousy? is it because he was banned for not following rules? You decide
the person is obviously lacking an IQ they rejoin under multiple names
like IP numbers are hard to trace sheesh. Then they go all over the web
writing other owners i know to other organizations. They go on forums post
how bad our group is this and that. This person needs to get a life any
group that investigations over 65 places over 75 investigations in less
then a year, has over 700 members, and parties for there members must be a
very good organization. 26. I at times feel
so hurt with what happened to Rob it makes me so angry that a person could
drink and drive hit someone and keep going. Getting behind a machine in
that condition. It is not easy being an owner and being on and
investigation and watching one of your friends get hurt. I just want to
take this person who did this put them in a rocket and send them to Mars. 27,
Why is it nobody hardly shows to my parties since I don't offer adult
entertainment nobody apparently wants to show. I am through throwing get
togethers in the Buffalo area to many people say they will show then they
do not. How hard is it to show up and show some member support bring a
dish, drink a beer, hang out? Some people make me wonder what is wrong
with them. They got more excuses then issues of playboy I swear. 28.
People seem to want alot of favors but yet nobody donates. Donations
allows us to develop more film, go to more places, bring better story's.
We all have families to feed, bills to pay and if members do not post to
the board, show to the parties, donate, help investigate Ect then why
should we continue PGS??? It really is sad because 1000s browse this site
to see the photos yet nobody partakes in what the society is about. 29.
We were on TV twice in the month of October 2003 but why is it the TV
stations turn everything around. You get told your doing a taping on this
and that then you get there and it is on something else. Or you do a half
hour of interviewing Ect and you get 2 minutes of airtime and all the
important things you say and do get cut out. There is so much I want to
say to the world about what we do and experience just need that chance to
do it. 30. Why do people lie for example
Christy from Pensacola said she would send a donation and something for
our Halloween Party come 2 days before she quit the message board and does
not interact with the group. If you can not donate or you say you will do
something keep your word do not leave like a coward and hide behind the
keyboard. We do not hide behind ours our group visits everywhere and meets
with many members and people. 31. What
really pisses me off is when I work so hard to research a place that
nobody knows about. Then our team goes we investigate it get real great
pictures. Then we get some copy cat after we did all the work try and go
up there and treat the ghost like its a tourist site. My advice is find
your own places. The whole point of us showing off our photos is so others
can view them without having to go to a place and desecrate it. These
places we go are dangerous there are demons, ghost, bad terrain, cults Ect
Ect at some of them and honestly for people to just go to them because
they are bored or because our group took good ghostly photos there does
not guarantee you will. 32. What really
pisses me off is that 2 of the most haunted houses in the Western NY area
I investigated have suffered great vandalism this just is not fair to the
ghost or to our group. We will not be held liable because of a few punks.
I heard word that a group of people were going up to one of the houses to
have a Halloween party that is dangerous for one and disrespectful towards
the spirits. The person who was warned kept going up there to vandalize
and yes the ghost did hurt him he needed stitches. Again what we do is
dangerous imagine someone without any experience going in these places? 33.People
lately have a hard time dealing with that I am moving they are like why
should I join the group if you are moving bla bla our organization
is international it does not matter where I go there always will be
investigations. If people do not like it they should just keep a lid on
it. I have children and a destiny to create life goes on and I must move
on people ordering me not to move is childish. They don't miss me they
just want me to keep helping them find haunted locations around here that
is all it is. 34. People need to read our
disclaimers threats to sue us or whatever are against PGS policy. If you
do not like the site content do not browse it. But one lady this week said
I am going to be sued because a friend of hers husband died on the track
tracks we investigated and she did not like my report. It is childish that
people want pity, someone to blame or they think because we are a large
paranormal group they can suck money out of us. I got news for you your
wasting your breath our organization has not even made a 100 dollars this
year lol. 35. This is a good one some punk
writes me that I trespassed and been turned into the authorities and the
owners were contacted. Grow up and get real the only way trespassing can
be charged to a person is if they are caught by the cops or with some
physical evidence such as a security camera Ect so think twice before you threaten
me with this its a waste of my time and the authorities The cops do not
care about a bunch of ghost busters visiting some abandoned house in the
middle of nowhere they have better things to do why waste tax money and
there time. 36. I like these folks who
think they are to good to join our team. I do not want to hear that you
copy cat and visit the places I already been if you cannot join our team
do not bother. At times we need people who can give us commitment, trust,
honesty and some loyalty. If your an ungrateful member I do not want to
hear it. I will not be held accountable because you and your friends visit
some haunted place if something gets you from the unknown, you get caught
for trespassing or whatever I do not want to know about it after all my
site does put a disclaimer and warning about this. 37.
If your a nut case go away and save us both the time. I get enough people
who are a few noodles short of the chicken soup emailing me lately who
things just do not add up with. If you do not treat the group with respect
or me do not bother. No I will not tell you how to get in this place or
that, no I will not tell you haunted locations, and no I do not owe
anybody an explanation. 38. It has come to
my attention that the Cross that we put up for Robert Carr was removed
sometime over the summer. I waited a few months to see if anybody would
fess up such as a group of punks who did it, or the people who live on the
road Ect. But the only email that I got was someone said that a lawn
trimmer was working on the road and the person thinks that the person who
was trimming the brush along the road removed it. Let this be a warning
loud and clear if I find the person who did this including a lawn trimmer
who is blind I will personally kick your ass. Trust me I will become your
living nightmare and I will find you. That cross was special made and also
symbolizes to others who drive on that road not to drive drunk since he
was killed near where we placed it. I do not tolerate desecration! 39.
Why do people continue to abuse protocols. They either lie, do not show,
stand me up. Rules are important without them there would be chaos which
could lead to someone getting hurt or an accident. 40.
I was left by one of my investigators 38 miles from home I had no jacket,
had to hike in the woods, had no money did not even have a way for me to
call my house. My investigator left me because he was upset that he could
not get up a hill and over a fence so he took it out on me and left me
there after I got over the fence. 41.
The site dues are coming up Jan. 28th 2004 unfortunately very few people
have donated and all I asked for 2 months is a quarter from every member.
It is so sad to see that all the money I put into these trips,
investigations the site and yet very few are willing to show there
support. So many times last year we froze, spent the night somewhere away
from home, spent alot of money, took alot of photos, did alot of research
and even came close to death. Yet people still do not appreciate the
amount of free things we do for the public such as we do not charge you to
browse our site. But yet people still take advantage of the situation. 42.
I am canceling my going away party as mid Feb of 2004 I am moving to
Florida. No sense in throwing a party when nobody is going to show
anyways. People do not care if I leave or this group leaves they only
contact me when they need a favor that's about it. 43.
My van broke down because of all the trips I took to bring members ghost
stories. Now nobody is willing to drive or help me out here to visit some
other haunts in WNY just goes to show you how selfish people are getting
with the group. Everything comes with a sacrifice but it has its rewards. 44.
Its been awhile since I bitched and moaned but its May 11 2005 almost a
year later and I been in Florida for over a year now. Why is it that with
all I have done for so many people that very few want to come to my
Birthday Party? Doesn't anybody want to be my friend? I guess being a
founder is one of the most lonely positions. Its been a rough month my
girlfriend left me she joined the team quit a week later. Energies
influence so many people and very few are aware of it. 45.
My birthday party was May 28th although the investigators showed not one
member from the 100s locally attended. I felt pretty sad deep down inside.
As I have helped so many and so very few took the time to care about me
for once. But its like people just do not care they constantly want yet
they are not willing to give. 46. I
lost my whole paranormal team all 5 investigators were let go or so they
claim hey quit on me in the beginning of June 2005. Why is it that
investigators lie, don't follow the rules, or they have one mishap on an
investigation then they are done for life end up blaming everything on me.
Its so much easier to blame the founder on your own irresponsibility's
rather then to look at yourself as the problem. I mean why join a team if
your not willing to take risk. If your car breaks down that is not my
fault if you don't bring your own bug spray on an investigation that is
not my problem. What is with these investigators coming unprepared? What
is worst is what is with all these investigators who use me they love the
parties, the meet ups, going places but yet they buy no shirts, never give
me gas money, and they don't even do anything but whine on
investigations. 47. My current team
quit the one claims he quit all because his jeep broke down and he feels
its my fault cause of it. The other one was on probation and lied to me he
ended up breaking about 8 protocols on an investigation. The other one
went Awol and then told me I am nothing but a Yankee what a poor excuse.
Finally the last one missed the last three weeks of investigations so he
could sit home smoke weed and not live up to his promises to rotate on
driving during investigations yet his excuse was we do not provide him
with high tech equipment to use. Its ashamed that investigators do not
show any passion in what we do. Doing 500 investigations in a couple years
should tell others that this is where its at this is one of the greatest
groups considering all our achievements made. 48.
4th Of July Party is coming up guess what? NOBODY is showing. I get almost
1000 hits on this site in a day yet you mean to tell me nobody is willing
to show to a fun bbq with fireworks? I just do not get it nobody donates,
nobody post on my boards, nobody shows to our events. We are such a fun
group with so much to offer yet people just want to hide behind there
computers day in and day out letting me do it all. 49.
I am pretty disheartened with how Florida is treating me. In the last few
months 5 paranormal articles came out for my local newspaper. I wrote them
a few times on famous investigations we did out here and they always tell
me that they will give me a story bla bla bla I get the run around. How
can a newspaper do a story on a paranormal group that's done 1
investigation a year yet we go out there risk our lives in the woods,
haunted houses, buildings, forts, plantations etc? I give the Volusia
Review Journal a big ZERO on a scale of 1-10. Do not give them any busy if
you are in the area they are a very dishonest newspaper especially
considering 3 editors from there so far have lied to me. We really do not
get enough recognition for all are hard work its ashamed. 50.
I had went to the Blue Martini meet up by myself it felt odd cause I sat
alone planning out my investigations. Eventually after I got home someone
wrote me and told me that they came to the meeting with there friend and
watched me from the bar. They were to scared to approach me to sit down at
the table. Why show to a meeting if you are not going to introduce
yourself? What is it with people lately being scared to be my friend. Sure
I own the Paranormal & Ghost Society but I am as cool as they get and
even I need friends too. 51. It is
official cape Canaveral NASA have banned us from going near the place. Do
you know why? Cause the woods surrounding the space shuttle and islands
have a creature called the Skunk Ape which is more or less a cousin of
bigfoot. I was told this by a law enforcement official. It is also obvious
they are covering up UFO activity in some of the more secluded
areas. 52. I had a guy write a rude guest book
message saying he does not like our menu system. What the hell does that
have to do with content or all the knowledge we give to the public
seriously? The person put yourmom as his email address and gave me some
paranormal site with a menu system he told me to use. When I got to that
site they had like 100 website hits and the owner closed the site down. I
guess that a menu system is not everything and it tells me some people
really need to go to a stem cell research facility and ask to be given
some brains. 53. The Blue Martini
shut down great place guess they moved but never said a word to anybody
great huh considering we use to have our meet ups their. Problem is you go
to attend the door is locked and then people think are the meet ups real.
We changed them since then but talk about lousy treatment towards long-term
customers at least let the public know your moving or going out of
business. 54. Why do people commit illegal
activity do they not realize that IP false or not can be traced. The
stupidest thing I ever seen is someone send porn to the guestbook using a
service called ninja its dumb cause once reported they are the ones who
will report you to your IP they log EVERYTHING to cover their own keesters. 55.So
what if people call me a fake and? I realize that being a public figure
people are always going to be jealous. I can see calling a millionaire a
fake but a father of 3 kids who makes no money doing this come on now who
the hell cares. People need to grow up and realize that our organization
is mainly volunteer we are not TAPS we are not getting paid to bring you
ghost photos we go out cause we chose to. 56.
Sure their is alot of hate sites about us did you know that hate sites can
be turned into your ISP and hosts which in turn they can be deleted. Lets
do things the legal way hate only leads to more hate. What is with some of
these people are they just stupid or something? 57.
So what if we visited the Akron Caves that does not mean that we
investigated them all it means is we were toying with others who think its
okay to hide in places too infringe upon our investigations. We love to
have fun and if you sat out their hiding in a cave looking for us chances
are you were set up for a big disappointment lol like we would actually
give you the real locations we been to. 58.
Some people are never happy till they put others down if you have to
put down my son, deceased friend, group it just means your trying to make
up for what you lack at it means you have insecurities cause your either
computer geek. 59. I learned that no
matter where you go people always are going to create their own teams or
groups because they have a problem with discipline or how things are done.
For example I move to FL in a small ass hick town no groups now their is
like 3 all in the same town its copy cats and makes you look dumb. But it
also takes away from my parties and events its not right to do join a
group and stick to it that is my theory. 60.
Why do people spy on us or visit the site. If you do not like either its
kind of a waste of energy don't you think? What is their to spy on think
about it our forums are mainly articles I do not waste my time flaming
others. Our site is what it is updates from our journeys and a way for us
to sell our merchandise. Nothing more really to it if you browse here then
critique me its cause you are a fan people who are not fans do not browse
sites believe me when I say this if I hate a site or forum I wont visit it
unless of course my sons photo is stolen and put on it like UER. 61.What
is with the deal these days don't people want to drink, party, smoke etc?
one thing I notice is we can get a party of 40 people or sometimes one
person. Consistence is important and people lack that even when it comes
to exploring haunted locations. 62.Ya know
what is funnier then Shi$ is when someone blurs out their face, uses a
false proxy etc then you find out what they look like and who they are and
you realize what the hell are they thinking. If you cannot compare to me
in size, strength, courage or reality then lets not go there cause I will
laugh at you. 63. When are people going to
realize that I play both sides of the coin good/evil dark/light love/hate
etc I work with demons for a living demons can make you sick, torment a
family, cause even death. Do people think that negativity is going to hurt
me I feed off it and it gives me more power then they could ever imagine.
Its like drive!! People who try to hurt my feelings are only making me
more well known that is all they are doing. 64.
Threats sheesh lets see I go out in the swamps deal with wild boars bigger
then me. Climb mountains get stranded on dark roads. People that threaten
waste there time I am not afraid to die come and kill me go ahead take my
life Ill hand you the weapon to do it does that make you man enough now? 65.So
what you hate the website design who cares???? and? I pay for the site I
can easily put a password on it and your point? See people are just
burning themselves out all this is irrelevant. 66.
First impressions are everything if you tell me you want to be on the team
make sure you show for your interview none of this standing up crap. Sorry
but its all about how you present yourself you have to trust me and I have
to trust you. 67. Nobody is perfect so
what if their is a historical mistake on a given place. I get information
from all types of people that does not mean I believe in it. I put it out
their and let others make their own decisions.
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