I am happy that Salem is doing better. Tonight I bought her this hairball treatment medicine. You put it on her paws then she licks it off she has stopped vomiting. I was worried she had blockage and that could mean death ya know? So I had to pick up something to help with that and hopefully she will now be fine. She seems to be active tonight also bought these fuzzy balls that have catnip in them.
Tonight I had pizza and played South Park The Fractured But Whole not a bad game you cant even tell its a game. It actually looks just like the show has all the characters, humor etc. I love it so far exploring South Park and fighting the bullies lol.
Other then that its been one of those relaxing nights its late but I think I am going to play Inside Limbo for a bit. Took a nice shower everyone is asleep and this is my man cave time to do what I want even listen to some rock.
I have to say that this has been a shitty week in some sense and as of tonight I am pretty disheartened by how many rude and inconsiderable people there are. For example I put out an awesome ghost town not one goddamn like that is fucking sad its like nobody wants to learn, see scenic photos, evps or delve into my work. Its okay for me to spend 80 hours on something and some people cant even give me 1 minute of their precious time.
I go to these paranormal pages, see fake psychics and nothing but actors on television. Yet everyone would rather follow them. Word of advice the paranormal investigator who is grid iron, old fashioned, hard working and genuine is what you should be following just saying. When I follow some of my friends work I follow them based on originality but also how honest of work that they do in this field.
Not trying to sound like a complainer I just think people are inconsiderable towards others. Its like youtube people bitch me out do not even know these fuck faces they just have no life. My news site nobody subscribes nobody comments on articles and I got personal friends who religiously love my editorials.
I do not care if people want to miss out on what I have to offer its there loss. I cant help some folks take years to adventure with me by then I have visited a 100 places and they want me to take them to places I already been to or risked my ass at. That is retarded just like when I put out this asylum eventually I can see that people will think I am going to sneak them in and its not happening. The only thing people can do is enjoy what I put on the site you wont get the media or pictures that you will get on facebook or social media only certain content makes my site that is what its for. But to put out something as stellar as Belmont and have nobody give a shit hurts my feelings but also makes me see how people really do not care. I think its fucked up but at least I know the schools will utilize my site and if it helps the children that is a plus regardless.
Its not just that but its rudeness everywhere this lady at the gas station yelled at one of Tammy’s clients he grabbed a double cup because the coffee was to hot then bitched saying she will charge him. We have a membership so you put in the number but she put it in wrong because she was distraught over the death at her work and the lady says to her oh well never even let her put the right number in. With the membership we get free coffee, money off gas etc etc its a nice perk. Just straight up rudeness.
Its like people delete me as a friend each day I lost ten friends its stupid. I realize some of you do not hear from me so you think hey ill just remove him but I do read all of your post some days. But I also have between google and facebook 10 thousand friends man. Their is no way to write 10 thousand of you per day not when I am having health issues, pets to take care of, a son with some impairments, doctors appointments, chickens to tend to, a massive website to run, forums, research, investigations, hundred emails a day etc etc and even playing sports. People need to understand this if you want to be my friend write me directly if you comment I will return trust me. I had one friend walk all over me this week that I did a favor for that pisses me off to no thanks no appreciation. Its just like this lady that I held the door for and her kid same shit no appreciation. What the hell happened to people with morals, ethics and common respect? Seriously!
I like to think I am a very loving kind man but I also can tell it how it is and some folks hate when I am right. I thrive on intelligence, science and intellectual conversation. But I am smart and I have lived a long ass hard fucking life. I have seen plenty enough to know how this world works and life along with human behavior. I know things that have not even happened yet that will. I also know that friendship means allot to me I do not have much family and really care about my friends. I want nothing but the best for some of you and sometimes I wonder if some folks feel the same way about me.
Their are some people so jealous that they wont look at shit I post it might make them butthurt that what we do is solid and they half ass shit so they act like clowns. I really hate fucking clowns although I do have to say I love my killer clown mask I bought for gigs this Halloween and trust me in a few hours I am wearing it in the woods for shits and giggles I don’t give a shit.
I see such a lack of care that comes from others I get sick of it. People wonder why I am the way I am well hmmm I wonder. I am someone who has always gotten the short end of the stick in the paranormal field. I could film a UFO and it could be the best footage in the world yet it gets pushed aside, ignored and producers tell me to go fuck myself yet you see some fucking clown on TV who has not one shred of solid evidence. I am a man that believes in evidence to support and validate my claims. I also believe in putting my theories to the test and I get results because I am no fucking amateur or actor.
My ex on top of it is so dumb she quit her job so she does not have to pay child support. She keeps getting in trouble first time they suspended her license second time they fined her and this time well who knows. She does not care about that boy she lost in court after I made a solid case against her and that attorney of hers. She lost did not get tax returns or money out of me now she is all going into hiding. I do not need her money but my kid could use some of that money for me paying for drivers ed and shit for him. I tell you there are some bad parents out there and some people are real doosies. .
It really saddens me ya know I have some friends who wont even talk to me anymore and you would think if you wish a friend a happy birthday every year for once they would say thank you or return the favor. Some people take take and take from me its getting really old. I hate those type of friendships. and really I wish more people got to know the real me. By the time some of you decide to ill be fucking dead so whatever do what you want. I had two friends burn me this week I wont mention names but I just do not get some people. This week has been terrible just sad in a sense my friends dog died, that young guy passed on, friends burned me, migraines all week, chronic pain so bad I was in agony and the list goes on and on. Man people just have no idea the strength it takes to be me sometimes being human is simply harder then just hating the world period!
I am a passionate writer it might be easier to speak and say what I mean but this will have to due. You would not want to see me in my PJs anyhow lol. I did get allot done programmed the new GPS LOVE IT it is voice activated so when I drive I just say what I want and it does it lol. I got my cargo jeans sewed to yes I know how to sew and in the end of the world I could if I wanted stitch you up might even know how to remove a bullet and cauterize the would just saying. In the end of the world I will live believe me and those that are with me will to don’t believe it I do not care each day I work hard at furthering my knowledge even if its simple things.
Well now that I gave some of you something to think about I am going to play that game have a nice glass of lemonade it is the late night our but sometimes the night is my heart. I spent years going out all night over and over every week multiple times even if it was hiking around the woods or some cemetery. The night really belongs to me I hate the fucking sun why lie I feel like it melts me lol. Overcast days now I love those clouds are awesome so is a little shade. In Hawaii it was nice because you had clouds on and off all day so if you hiked on some volcano you were not always in the direct light so it was not as hot as one would think probably gets hotter in the summer here where I live.
Well I am going now I am sure someone is butthurt with what I had to say. But really I speak the truth and honesty is a bitch. I do not seek peoples attention I seek people who want to further there knowledge and friendships with me. I see this one girl she constantly is going live with all the paranormal bullshit and I never see any fucking evidence its all about entertainment. She can get a 100 likes and its all because she has tits TRUTH. If I had tits then maybe people would value my work or these ghost towns I do but since I do not its fuck you Rick. People should always show love for other peoples hard work but the paranormal field is a dying cause and its all because people in it are so misguided and fail to respect others. Most just want to get rich or be on TV or act because actors can sit on there ass they do not have to hike like me 10 miles over a mountain to get Bigfoot tracks they can fake them on the set while getting pizza delivered and make allot of money being fuck nuts.
I just know how it goes that is all I been in this field for years hell in 2021 PGS will have been around for 20 years that is crazy shit when you think about it and it makes me field old as dirty lol. I see new groups that come along and in a month they have more likes and reviews then our page has in years. People who do there paranormal work off there goddamn cell phones which btw is retarded no offense but you know who you are. I wont mention names but I see a few who do and it irks me sorry. I bet if I used my cell phone for photography then people would like what we do screw my expensive camera that I pay for or upkeep lol.
Well I know I said I was out of here but it just had to be said. BTW The Vegas Golden Knights are looking good that match-up with the Buffalo Sabers was just wow it went into overtime. Being a Sabers fan I may have to get into the Knights since I live in Nevada of course Buffalo is my number 1 but I do not mind some other teams either. Next week at my house I am having a small football party my buddy Kyler is coming over if you want to also come chill let me know will order pizza and definitely will have some beers as well as bud. The option is there does not hurt if some of you decided for once to be my friend a real friend rather then hide on the net just saying.
I hope everyone has a great weekend ankle is feeling better I put some of my medical cream on and it seems to do wonders no throbbing just wow the stuff seeps in and works great. If I continue to do this it might actually make me feel more comfortable throughout the day. Have a great night I hope people think about what I said try to see where I come from really. I know its hard for some but it is really the truth if people were just more considerable and good to one another this world would be an awesome place. But I do not see people changing anytime soon as I get older I get wiser. Life is to short not to help or love others.
Lord Rick
