Well I am back from pain management what a joke. I walk in I am the only patient in the lobby they take me back stick me in a cold fucking refrigerated room felt like I was at the goddamn north pole. Since today I dressed very light because it already is 80 and later on it will be in the 90’s today so yeah its baking like a cake in the oven only I am that helpless cake!
I have not seen my doctor in awhile instead he passes me on to this Russian doctor who rules with a iron fist. Granted she does have an hour glass body but every time I go I get the same shit like its some interview for Kentucky Fried Chicken which I worked there in my teens and trust me their is no fucking secret recipe bullshit. Because of this woman’s figure it compensates for her attitude its not her fault Putin is a jack ass and the only thing I agree with him on is Russia does have some very fine prostitutes full lips, big ass knockers and an ass to go with it. Sorry folks sometimes I get carried away and if you mention aliens I promise you ill even get more excited bigfoot also!
Anyhow I was once married to a woman who had about 40 percent Russian she once through a cabinet at me and glass cut my foot. She was nuts she still is nuts and I am happy I have no contact with that psycho bitch. I look back and I laugh now because I felt sorry for that person that is the only reason why I married them. So when I say women get me in trouble I mean it they fucking do because I have soft spots for things like kittens, puppies, bear and mountain lions whom I have journeyed with and I still have yet to be eaten so yeah! Actually came face to face with a cougar two weeks ago near my birthday! (Sorry guys not the type of cougar in heels and a lust for sex) the kind with big teeth that weighs 150 lbs and is capable of breaking your neck and eating your insides while your still alive that type!
I am glad I am out of that doctor the lake is looking beautiful still snow on Mount Rose and I had gotten to the store where I had four pharmacy tech’s surrounds me to talk about bacon today. Yeah tonight I am making these breakfast sandwiches on these maple bagels fresh eggs from my coop with bacon and a sharp cheddar jack cheese to smother it in with a side of red robin fries mmmmm yummy. I will eat good I always try to eat good life is short. I try to enjoy life yes my son has really caused me hurt but I am still here and ill keep doing what I do. You never know what to think with me ill jump out of a plane or bare my ass above the city here on some mountain I really don’t give a shit to be honest with you.
I think I am home for the day I had enough excitement it is my older sons birthday so I am going to text him. Him and I had some rough patches not sure how long it will take for me to trust him but I will see him for dinner this weekend. My other son well he comes home tomorrow I am not sure what ill do you see when he don’t take his meds you will get to witness some crazy stuff and you scratch your head thinking to yourself why would he do that or do this etc. Its random behaviors and tomorrow I will be more or less supervising the situation.
But I cant wait for the weekend ill find something fun to do I always do so it cant come soon enough. Right now though time to go water my garden give my hens some bread and get my dogs on inside. The fire is no more they put it out I went outside in the middle of the night and the flames were gone but it was bright red hot char and smolder. For those that worried about me thank you because I also worry about many of you too. I also worry about what this world will look like in a 100 years or what mankind will become. Our lives are short but meaningless when you compare me or anyone to the universe as a whole. I spend time with those I care about whether that is my family, friends or the company of a beautiful lady even if it is at the brewery while I am getting drunk I live my life. I do my best sometimes my best is not good enough not for some but it is for me that is when I am not being my own worst critic but learning from the experience as well.
So with that being said you got enough fucking philosophy for one day. I am home got a dragon to beat in God Of War and yes on god mode he is hard as hell despite how high my defense is. So I must beat him take out some of my anger and then only then will I eat lunch well I may eat lunch before food talks with me. I am like a kid I like to eat, play and sometimes play hide n go seek where do I hide? The mountains baby love the mountains so yeah they better not burn. It was really hard to watch that last night knowing that these mountains are my home and I have journeyed with squatch in them so there home is just as much as it is my home! Remember I am a helpless cake LMAO! 😉 id say eat me but some of you may take that the wrong way!
